Stepping Out, Holding On, and Following the Call
In the coming weeks, I will begin a field placement at St. Paul’s Episcopal Church in Wilmington. It is the next step in my formation and discernment for Holy Orders, and I find myself approaching it with a mixture of excitement, gratitude, and more than a little nervousness. Perhaps that is why the Gospel readings of the past two Sundays have spoken to me so personally. One gave us Peter stepping out of a boat onto uncertain waters. The other gave us a Canaanite woman who refused to walk away, even when the answer she first received was silence. Together, they offer two pictures of faith that seem especially appropriate for this point in my journey: faith that is willing to step out and faith that is determined to hold on. Stepping Out of the Boat When Peter sees Jesus walking across the water, he says, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.” Jesus answers with one word: “Come.” Peter steps out of the boat and begins walking toward him. For a moment, he does what...